What are Your “Friends” “Like”?

What are Your “Friends” “Like”?

A few weeks ago I started talking about my Lenten plans of suspending Facebook and other social media. The reactions of the people in my life were wide ranging. There were those who balked, like I was giving up water for a month and a half. Like me they have integrated Facebook into their lives, and indeed probably receives more of their time than drinking water does. There were a few people, who never got on the social media bandwagon, who said “Do you really utilize it so much, that it’s an actual sacrifice to do without it?” Well….yeah. It isn’t that I use Facebook continuously, but rather that it is used whenever there is a gap between other activities, or boredom, or as a means of delaying more daunting activities. The problem for me is that while I believe that I am “communicating” with my “friends,” I am actually just giving short little comments, and passing on articles, petitions, and videos. While I usually am passing things along that are of some substance, I am not actually communicating that much.

Now there are a few friends and family members who have been VERY supportive of such a measure. Two of my Facebook friends are joining me on the endeavor. Here are some ironies: one of them is a family friend whom I have known for the better part of my life, the other, I’ve never actually met, EXCEPT on Facebook. James, the family friend, took the same confirmation name of “Francis” the saint from Assisi who’s charism is that of simplicity. When I think of Saints, I like to think of them as heroes and heroins of deep time, and their lives are worth thinking about as we try to move intentionally with our own. I don’t have any ambition to be a saint, and I don’t think that James does either, but we both look at a human from 700 years back with some respect on living an impressive life. Francis gave up a life with many amenities. The son of a merchant, he had much more than the average person of his day. After some serious spiritual experiences, he dumped all of his wealth, and cut ties to it, taking up instead a common cloth, and extreme poverty. While that may seem crackers to most of us, Francis ended up being known for his great joy. A few years ago, James embarked on a trip walking up the Appalachian trail. We’ve talked through some of the details over the past few years, but the lasting impression for me is that he left a lot of modern conveniences behind and enjoyed time in the present having a really excellent adventure that he’ll look back on for the rest of his life. That’s awesome! Social media gives is the tingling sensation that we are doing something, and participating in something huge (huge is right), but it is no Appalachian trail.

Jackie, the friend whom I’ve never met, is a poet, and a creative spirit. We were recommended to one another as Facebook friends, by someone we both know in the physical world, who thought that we have a couple of nice things in common, which we in fact do. Through the past year or so, we’ve left comments on one another’s postings, and we’re interested in many of the same things. Social media is a really nice tool for sharing information or engaging people in a discussion. In some ways it’s a lot like the penpal programs that we had when we were in elementary school. There is someone somewhere doing something that we can talk about and have an exchange of ideas. That’s awesome too! The idea that we’ve been exchanging ideas on over the last week is that we’re giving time that we would rather use to be creative people, for something which is fairly idle and not too creative. Not for long. We’re now mutually inspiring one another in our creative endeavors. She’s subscribed to this blog, and I’ve subscribed to hers. We can engage the better parts of social media, while shedding some of the dead skin that dulls the colors of life.

My spiritual director and I spoke about the social media abstention, and I was reminded that I now live significantly far away from most of the people in my life. Social media is one of the means that people have to know that I am ok, and a way to reach me to interact with each other. I was urged to consider what ways I will not abandon communication with the people whom I love and love me. The answer is to write letters, thank you notes, purposeful email, and have phone calls. The answer is also to do as Jackie is doing; be creative–make something of my life worth sharing with my people. The answer is also to do as James has done; clear away enough things that life can be an adventure worth telling about; and share that with my people. After all, what is more important to my friends and family, the great article that I read in the New York Times, or that I am doing something with my hours and minutes that might make them proud or inspire them?

I have been thinking a lot about the digital world, and my place in it. I am a part of this time, like all of us. I have a place here. My friend lisa, occasionally culls her digital herd. She wants only to have friends online whom she is friends with in “real life” or at least would be if proximity allows. Facebook has co-opted two terms that I think need reclaiming. First “Friend” in the digital world this is now not only a noun, but also a verb. A long time ago a special person in my life told me I was a professional friend. She said that because I took friendship seriously, and if I were in someone’s life as a friend, it meant that there were lots of rights and responsibilities. To be a Facebook “friend” requires absolutely nothing of us other than to “accept.” Is that weird to anyone else? While I’ve been both a good and bad friend in “real life” I do not want any of my friendships to be as laisse  faire as the digital world would let us be. I don’t mind that “friend” is now a verb, but lets make sure it’s used the way that grandma uses “neighbor” as a verb: dynamically, with love and with life.

The other word that has been troubling me is “like.” Similar to “friend” everything is “liked” it means nothing except that we’ve had a slight tingle when we though of something. We’re staking “likes” like money in the bank, except that it’s a currency on the scale of Monopoly money. We have tons of “like” but when you put the game away, there is no value added, and our lives are no better for all the things that we’ve managed to “like.” It’s just about time for us to close the laptops, and go find something outside, something simple, and like the hell out of it because we’ve just encountered the beauty around us that can set us on fire, and we might just do something interesting for the love of our people, and then have a story worth the telling.

Here Comes Lent

Here Comes Lent

I love lent. Even when I wasn’t a practicing Catholic, I loved the season leading up to Easter. As the story goes, this was the time of Jesus’ life when he went into the desert for 40 days to pray and be tempted by the devil. At the end of it, he comes back to civilization having undergone a tremendous rite of purification and is ready to face the final week of his life.

As the tradition goes, Catholics and some other Christian denominations take on the season as a time to give up certain amenities, or take up a new commitment. I usually like to take up many of both.

There have been a few staples which I always take up. No sweet treats, no beer or liquor. I keep wine on my to-do list. The last year I have also enjoyed a no-buy commitment. The parameters of that one are basic-no new ‘things’. I of course buy food and gas, and the things that are required by 21 century North American living, but I intentionally stay away from buying new goods, or downloading things.

A few people in my life react to my various fasts very strongly, like it’s some type of strong austerity that is going to be my undoing. The thing about the elimination element though is this–you only miss things that you’ve given up for a few days! I once heard it summed up like this–when you free you hands of the things which you are holding onto too tightly, you are free to embrace new things.

This year in addition to giving up the usual non-essentials, I am suspending my Facebook account, and all social media. I’m also going to avoid streaming videos and movies. I can’t wait!

Here are some of the ways I’m looking forward to spending the time that I claim:

  • Replacing social media with writing letters, thank you notes, and meaningful email to the many people I love.
  • Writing creatively (some of which will be posts to this blog)!
  • Time outside.
  • Time on the meditation cushion.
  • Time reading.

See you next week Lent!

love,

Chris

Things We Can’t Live Without

Things We Can’t Live Without
...let's go down to the east river
and throw something in
something we can't live without
and then let's start again...
-Ani Difranco (Names, Dates, and Times)

It’s moving time again. This time, it’s all the way to the Pacific Northwest. Without a lot of effort, I have accumulated an enormous trove of earthly goods. In fact, despite my best efforts to simplify, and move towards a simple life this trove has kept growing. I prune, it grows. And of course, the growth is my doing, and controlling it is within my power. Now, rubber meet road, road meet rubber.

I’ve mentioned Zen Habits in the past, but this particular post has been one for lots of conversation between me and one who knows me best. While the 100 thing challenge is a mighty goal that looms lazily on the horizon, I’ve followed the advice on a recently read, and now forgotten blog which had advised to inventory your life’s objects.

It sounds compulsive. Scratch that. It’s very compulsive, but it offers a definitive line between what I am willing to intentionally keep and what I am willing to send into another direction. I was sick today, but a day at home is a good time to catalog and inventory the objects for whom I pay the rent.

I love Google products and started my task in a google spreadsheet. Here are my headings:

Item Use Reason to Keep Need to find a new home Advice from the pros

My creativity is messy! So I like to start with something of a clean palate. I pulled a lot of the stuff out of my room, then started filling in the boxes.

As Zen Habits often stresses, simplify responsibly. One of the reasons that this is such a project is with a green conscience things can’t just be pitched, they need to be re-appropriated. I’ve been using a system of paper bags that have 3×5 note cards taped to them. On each note card is the name of a person or family that is important to me. As a possession comes up that would seem to be helpful or useful to them, I put it in their bag. Later, I do what I call Santa Clausing around town, when I deliver the goods. I try to make this an intentional practice. I don’t want my simplification to be someone else’s over-complication.

In a conversation with a close friend who has also been downsizing, we talk about purging like Karma (She’s a Buddhist). To get rid of everything without consideration is not really dealing with your Karma, but rather doing a Karma dump. That’s the equivalent of a binge diet. You didn’t really deal with the problem, just went for the results. Well here’s the same problem again! Ta-da! The more intentional purge will hopefully result, in a more intentional and sustainable simplicity.

Now to bring it back to that fantastic quote. In this letting out of things, many of which I have placed deeply in my heart, or have held on tightly to, there is a pain in releasing them. (Cacti are too easy of an example). But the hope is that in releasing things that have a sacred place, that the opening that is created is also sacred.

The Old Commitment, Another Time

The Old Commitment, Another Time

It’s happening again. I am rearranging my life. Another city. Another timezone. Another tying together of the binding on one chapter, throwing out all of the scratch paper notes, and marking this as complete.

One thing that happens when I start this type of undertaking is that I start to journal again. Usually I begin with a stern talking to with myself about my failures of not writing every day, how long it’s been, and how this time is going to be different. This, however, is not a post to chastise. This is not a post of apology. This is not a post of over-commitment.

This is a post to share what I have learned from a few people while I haven’t been turning out poems, novels, or essays page over pen, finger over keyboard, or some other appropriate turn of phrase.

  1. Say Yes! Change Things. Written by Kate, a.k.a. my girlfriend. While reluctant to call herself a writer, she evenhandedly blogs several times a week about the subjects that she is brushing up against in her life. Professional or personal, long post or short, pictures or text, she pushes herself to get ideas out in the open where they can do things. Awesome.
  2. Zen Habits. This is a very popular blog written by Leo Babauta. His focus is on leaving the schedule behind, and creating a dynamic life of positive habits. He focuses on minimalism, simplicity, and accomplishment through the pursuit of joy. As you would guess, he doesn’t post daily, but as often as he has ideas or a good guest writer, which is incredibly constant.
  3. My friend lisa. lisa’s spirituality is that of the otter. Industrious and playful. She reads and writes and makes music and dances and rides her new bicycle because those are the things that she loves to do. She loves them because they fill her with health and happiness. With her health and happiness she is one of the most engaging and life changing teachers I have known. She was my teacher. She is my friend. I marvel in how she teaches with her whole life as the lesson. If you are her student, count yourself lucky. Be industrious. Be playful.
  4. My friend Tony. Tony and I have been friends for 14 years. In college I directed one of the 7 plays he had written for his senior project. After he moved to NYC for a graduate program he wrote a book of poems called “Subway Down.” I’m rereading it now on my Kindle. We’ve stayed in touch over the years often through letters typed on old typewriters. Lately Tony has been writing a novel on that same typewriter. He stops answering his phone. He stops letting the outside in, and goes inside to create masterpieces. Though he is my friend and it could easily be assumed as partial, I could easily have left him off this list if I didn’t believe in his abilities. Somehow thinks of himself as unaccomplished, but make no mistake Tony is a genius and a master artist.
I guess I have a few muses, heroes, or companions on the way. I hope you do too.
Peace,
Chris